Some notes from late last night:

It’s hard to escape yourself, and to escape the way you feel being you.  

No one is a bottomless well of giving.

Draw up Channel Icon, channel art (put channel schedule banner)

Write up structure of channel trailer 

Search “homeless” on YouTube “depression, motivation,art”

Channel trailer structure:

In the begging the word homeless used to evoke fear in me.

It’s funny looking back on it because at least in the beginning I wasn’t homeless and alone. 

The moment when everything in my life came down to just the clothes on my back and a book bag is when my outlook on life changed for the better. 

And I’m on this platform to spill it all, for anyone who is going through dark times right now. 

My goal is to help you see that whatever turmoil your going through right now has meaning. This is all I have to give you, and I’m going to give it my all. 

Basically just some general ideas/concepts for the story I’m working on. I’m really trying to make sure that even in the first few snippets of the story I put out there is a lot of meaning laced in. My biggest fear is that I will put out this very personal story, in the hopes that I can touch and relate with others, and it ends up being meaningless or misunderstood. So I’m trying to really think about the importance of every scene, every word said, and every character. Ep.#2 is no where near done but I want it to been much more dinamic than the first. Kind of like the first was a intro to evoke emotion and interest, and this second part is like taking a dive into the real meat of the story. 

But in other new, I’m tired. Very tired. And I think I will be taking a nap for the remainder of the evening after 4pm. 

Xoxo

Margoat