I don’t have a lot of time to write right now but I just want to get this off my chest:

This blog and my YouTube channels are both a big part of this sort of artistic endeavor, if you will, I’ve been trying to sort out and just get out of me. There is this story that I’ve wanted to tell for a long time now. So I’ve been working on this story, writing out all the pieces, digging into it and figuring out it’s purpose, breaking it up into little scenes I can turn into art. It’s been hard and frustrating and scary AF! 

But what I want to write about here is my biggest problem: perfectionism. Omg it gets in the way. It’s gotten to the point where it’s become obvious that my need for perfection has become poison to my creativity. I have set such a unattainable standard of quality for my projects that I get frustrated and give up half way on them. This pattern has stopped me from putting out a lot of the things I do because their not perfect enough in my eyes or because they are only half done anyways. So now I’m trying to implement a new habit of simplifying things for myself. And it’s been working out kinda well. Breaking my projects up into chewable pieces and notlimiting how I see the tools and resources I do have is improving my work flow.